Hey James. I went to Comic Con

Living in San Diego definitely has it perks. One of them comes once a year in the form of Comic Con. I don't have much to add to what you can see in the photos, except that it was crazy and fun, I got lots of free stuff, and I've already pre-registered for 2009.

Nixon Goes to China

It's been over a year, so why not?

I recorded today's Countdown with Keith Olbermann because I wanted to see his interview with special guest, Scott McClellan. For the entire hour, with the exception of the last segment where he summarized the hour with John Dean, he exchanged insightful back and forth with the former Bush Press Secretary, who demonstrated a great deal of candor discussing the events of the last seven years including the "rush to war", the "complacency" of the response to Hurricane Katrina, the WMD "propaganda", Fox News as a media-outlet and the culpability of senior White House staffers who indeed leaked the identify of a CIA agent.

It's fitting, no, it's necessary for me to comment on today's interview because Mr. McClellan is indeed one of the reasons I now live and work in California. Rather, it's because of Scott McFuckington (as a friend and I would come to refer to the press secretary during the Plame debacle) that I could no longer abide the lies and mistruths that seemed to be issued continually from our nation's capitol. For two years, I thought I was going mad because I thought only a few took notice of the unrelenting and inconsistent realities. In his interview tonight, Mr. McClellan commented on the permanent campaign mentality the persisted throughout his tenure at the White House and its intent of dividing and trivializing the opposition.

Others will analyze this better, but for me it is cathartic. It's coming full circle. I wasn't going crazy, they were deceiving me. They should have (and could have) reacted faster to the hurricane, but instead chose not to. And today, I got a little bit of closure to some of this -- which I've learned that is a rare and precious gift.

New for me? I live and work in San Diego. I work in a little R&D group for a little startup implementing Linux device drivers -- I have the perfect job for me. I even get paid. And since I get paid I decided to become a new home owner. A new, first-time home owner. As weird as that is, as I was smoking a cigarette (most of my best stories involve me smoking a cigarette) outside work, I walked across our parking lot and noticed a door with a familiar logo. You see, that's why I had to comment today. Look at my first blog posts and you may see why. It has all come full-circle.

For everything else...

1 Culture, Blood $226
Chest, 2 Views $352
1 emergency room treatment for pneumonia -- priceless.

However, in this case priceless comes in at just under $2200. In other words, they found me...

Last week, we decided to take a workday diversion and go to La Jolla to eat lunch, at the beach. The quality of these photos isn't great because I didn't have the SLR, but this is what my phone could do. For your viewing pleasure I've also included a photo of my car parked in front of my friend's house, my current domicile.

It's a Beautiful Place

So, I live in San Diego now. I see the Pacific Ocean every day on my way to work and I love my job. Oh, and now I have Internet at home. Life is treating me well.

Some things don't change: I've worked every day since the first day I first arrived. At this rate, I'll burn out, freak out, quit my job and then take a year off working for a non-profit in about seven years.

I know that's not true. I have too many friends now that keep me entertained and since I now live in such a wonderful locale, I'll be anxious to get out and explore my new surroundings.

My New Home

I arrived in San Diego on Saturday and I feel much better -- thank you for asking. I appreciate the comments and emails about my health -- and yes, I do realize that smoking does not seem to lessen the effects of pneumonia. I also realize that it may have been a contributor to my poor health.

I've said it before and I'll say it again, no one has ever considered me the wisest person they've ever met.

Regardless, I made it unscathed. well, except for the pneumonia thing. But that's so last week.

So, I'm nearing the end of my second day of work -- and I'm really enjoying it. Once I have a better grasp of things here, I'll let you know what I'm doing at my new job.

'anyway' was to be a blog about one person's efforts to help in the gulf region and possibly the story of a life that went from engineering to a life of service. It was intended to have a definite perspective. Well, while I digest the effects of the last year on my psyche -- I'd be interested to know your opinion on this blog, and what I should do with it. The only reason I attempted blogging is that I thought I had a unique POV. I don't know if I have that anymore. Your comments or emails are welcome.

Phase II

So, it appears some time has passed since my last post. In that time, I've turned down two jobs with Habitat for Humanity and I said goodbye to my former employer, ArgonST. At this moment, I am heading west to San Diego where I'll be working with a friend I've made in the last year. Although I've visited the West Coast several times, I've never lived there -- so this is an exciting time for me.

What's makes it more exciting is that yesterday when I stopped at an Emergency Room in Deming, New Mexico, the doctor informed me the reason I'm having chills, fever and coughing is because I have pneumonia. Based on yesterday's temperature, and the degree of the chills I was having -- I extrapolate that the fever I was running on Tuesday was at least 159 degrees.

Now, several shots and a few antibiotics later, I don't cough every 30 seconds and I generally feel much better.

Because I am currently unemployed, I have no health coverage. Let's just say in the 21 months leading up to the presidential election, I will support those candidates that promise to provide some type of universal health coverage.

New Orleans Musicians Village

Because I have wonderful friends, I was invited to attend and witness a spectacular event. Former President James Earl Carter, Jr. went to the New Orleans Area Habitat for Humanity Musicians Village to take part in a wall-raising ceremony for Jeremy Haydel, a New Orleans musician. The former President hammered nails, raised walls, and offered hope and advice to the volunteers in attendance.



At an informal press conference, the President compared the efforts in the gulf region with the efforts to restore the areas devastated by the 2004 tsunami. In the tsunami-affected regions, Habitat for Humanity will develop 24,000 homes. While grateful for what has been accomplished, the President called the current levels of effort "embarrassing". When asked what could an administration do to revitalize these efforts, President Carter called for revitalizing FEMA, and harshly criticized its place within Homeland Security, saying that the director should report directly to the President. The President also pointed out that of the more than $7 billion dollars allocated to rebuild the area, only 22 of the 79,000 loans applied for have been granted, which provides another cause for concern.

President Carter arrived and met with a Musicians village homeowner, and was given a tour of the house. He then got straight to work on two neighboring houses. After an hour or so, the Habitat affiliate provided a Cajun-style lunch and authentic New Orleans music before the President went on to Biloxi, MS to observe more gulf rebuilding operations.

Almost...

I was so excited for a minute or two today. Google.org, the philanthropic arm of Google, finally posted some job positions on their web site. I have a cover letter and resume all set to send them -- but I'm not qualified for any of the current positions. Now, I'm back to deciding if I must go back to school in order to work for one of the organizations that is trying to make social or environmental changes to our world, or do I just give up this dream and continue whatever it is that I'm currently doing. I'm telling you -- one of these days I'm going to work on one of these water or energy projects (or not), and that is going to be fun.

Until then, I've got one or two other irons in the fire. We'll see how that goes and I'll report here.

If you're not familiar with Google.org or the Google Foundation, this article at the NY Times will bring you up to speed.

They need blankets

Two in one day.

If you want to make a difference this Thanksgiving, please donate blankets or money for blankets to Camp Hope (sorry no PayPal link, but instructions are provided at the link). The volunteers (up to 300/week) are staying in a school that was flooded by hurricane Katrina and currently does not have heat. Camp Hope is supported by the New Orleans Habitat for Humanity affiliate and has worked to gut over 1,800 homes in St. Bernard Parish and is now involved in reconstruction. Read a recent volunteer's experience here.

While I don't have the strongest blog following, due in part to my recently infrequent updates, please feel free to pass along this request to those you think may support them. We're reaching out in Baton Rouge to those who can donate blankets, but now every little bit counts.

Thank you.

Old Friends

Two Sundays ago, I took the day off to go to Camp Hope. It was an opportunity to visit my friend Don who returned to volunteer in St. Bernard Parish as well as Emily and Crystal who work at the camp. It was a reunion of sorts. After a tour of the camp, we went to breakfast and swapped war stories about our respective service organizations.

Seeing them was like seeing family. It grounds me. I'm lucky to have met such wonderful people who share such a common vision.

Later the same week, I ran into friends from college. A close friend as a matter of fact, and her sister. It amazes me how old friends can pick up a conversation as though it hasn't been fifteen years since they last talked. Although I only spent a few minutes with them, it was so meaningful for the same reason. Maybe it's just me, but occasionally i find it reassuring to have my perspective and approach validated by others that I trust. I think it's taken me a long time to even get to the point that I can admit that.

I believe I have some new opportunities unfolding, and it is a quite exciting time. I'm grateful that I was able to spend time with people I love because it helps me make better decisions. Thank you.

What a Wonderful World

As some have noticed, it's been a while since my last update. I've been busy working on that software I said would take a week to write. I wasn't certain how interesting it would be to describe the details of designing/writing it would be, hence the lack of updates. It has been a significant undertaking, and will probably end up being one of the more useful pieces of software I've ever written. My best estimate is that I've got close to 400 hours of design/development in it now.

Last week I reached the one-year anniversary of my move here from Virginia. I had high hopes of going on here about what I've learned, what I've accomplished and what I hope to be when I grow up. Instead, the day came and went. I am glad that I came here, and at least accomplished what I originally set out to do. And I am satisfied that I've met others who have done the same thing. I believe that twenty-years from now I will look back on this time and still feel I moved forward in life.

Before I go on to watch the Daily Show recap of today's election results, I thought I would drop in and give an update. I just finished watching the end of Meet Joe Black. Every time I watch the movie I smile, laugh out loud and cry -- and I appreciate it more. It's quite beautiful really. I love listening to Jeffrey Tambor describe love to Death, Sir Anthony Hopkins expressing his contentment with his life, and Marcia Gay Harden expressing her love to her father. All that acting, and I can watch Claire Forlani too.

See, I'm running low on material. I haven't posted in three weeks now? Four? And all I've got is I watched a movie. At least it was a good one.

Guess what?

So, this is old news to some but I will be at the Baton Rouge affiliate for at least another week. In a previous post, I joked that it only takes a week to write good software. Of course that's not true, but I did make quite a bit of progress. So much so, that I've been asked to extend it for others to use. I think I can make the updates in another week or so -- and then maybe I'll feel like my job is done.

I've begun wondering: did I just spend the last year developing domain knowledge so that I can properly address what was a systems engineering problem all along? If so, then maybe I'll just pretend that I intended to do this investigative style, requirements analysis all along. It sounds like a reasonable enough rationalization of my year here. I'll go with that for now.

If any are interested, in the future I'll post about how simple/powerful/extensible Ruby, Rails and PostgreSQL are and a description of how any of this applies to building houses. Be forewarned, I'm an average embedded software guy, a decent engineer, but now I'm trying to tackle MVC, again. ugh.

We get around (in the news, that is)

The New Orleans Saints are 3-1 for the year. Last week, they beat Atlanta 23-3 in a highly anticipated game in the Superdome. To the credit of the Atlanta Journal-Constitution, they highlighted the activities of the Atlanta Falcons, the Blank Family Foundation and running back Warrick Dunn and their contributions to Katrina relief in an article last Monday.

In November, I reported that the Blank Family Foundation and Warrick Dunn had contributed to our affiliate in support of hurricane-affected families. The article in the AJC reports that the Falcons have provided over $1.1 million in relief aid. Warrick has demonstrated time after time he believes in helping those in need. In this photo, he is shown with some of our women of Habitat.

The reporter came to Hidden Cove, the site of the Beat the Heat Week Blitz, and interviewed some of our residents. While the article isn't as gripping a tale as you would have if you sat down and listened to Nina, Mrs. Moore, Monique, Mrs. Helen, Della or Cheryl and heard their stories of the storm or the evacuation -- it is still good to hear that their hope has been restored. Lynn attended the interviews, and I'll report that she was moved and re-energized to hear their heartwarming stories of hope. Her hope helps me -- I think that's all any of us are looking for.

It's a matter of taste

This may be my most petty post yet.

So, I read today that Dustin Diamond (a.k.a. Screech) has a sex tape, which led me to discover that he also has a website designed to help him pay the property taxes on a house that he can't afford.

Over the past year, I've been even more aware of celebrities and their causes than I have in years past. To be completely truthful, I've been jealous of their access. In the past I may have been jealous of their access to award ceremonies, parties, sporting events or even money, but no longer. I do however still feel those pangs when I read that Angelina Jolie or George Clooney have access to the U.N. on behalf of those in Cambodia or Sudan. Or, when I read that Jon Bon Jovi or Harry Connick, Jr. have done a good deed by building houses.

Don't get me wrong -- good for them and what they've accomplished. Good for them for raising awareness. Because of them, others in our country are more aware of the opportunities to give and therefore help others.

Last year I decided that giving wasn't good enough for me, I wanted to do. I've been looking for more opportunities to do without much success. I'm tired and cranky, but reading about this latest celebrity development at least gives me a reason to temper my jealousy, and be grateful for those that do see a bigger world and their part in it. I'm jealous because I want to help and because of who they are, they will make a more significant contribution than I ever will.

Mr. Diamond, I don't know anything about you other than what I've read. I would encourage your publicist to get a story about you contributing to the community something other than a sex tape. If you are looking for a place to volunteer, contact me. I could help you meet some people that have actually lost their homes. And finally, if you want to talk about justice, please read this first.

Guilt, or something like it.

Never underestimate my susceptibility to guilt, ability to swallow my pride, or desire to appease beautiful women -- and Mike (who is beautiful, but that's beside the point). Regardless of the reason, I have elected to stay with the affiliate for at least another week.

Oh the rationale seems, ahem, rational enough: we are having a blitz this week and there is another one next week. Or, there is the fact that I am responsible for ordering $52,000 of material from the Home Depot that is trickling in and needs to be accounted for. (You want to know how to get help when you go in the Home Depot? You let them know you're coming in with a check for $52,000. OK, you want irony -- I actually had to wait.) Or, I did promise to provide the affiliate with a slick web-enabled front-end to a relational database full of house information, and then I spent all of my time going out and helping to build houses, or making phone calls, or spending money at the place I've already plugged twice (they deserve it and more because they gave us such a great discount on material. That is in large part due to an employee of theirs who believes in the work that Habitat is doing. Thank you Travis.) Finally, there is the fact that the blitzes take a large toll on the construction staff (the one's out there actually banging their fingers and sweating), and if they need help I'll certainly do what I can for them.

Anyway (bringing it home now, boss), I'll stay next week and help out in the office or on site if necessary. After that, I'll probably work for a week from my apartment getting the aforementioned web thingy up and running (because that's how long it take to develop great software, right guys?), and then I'll finally take my car to the shop, pay my water bill, beg for food and internet access and a job. I promise, I'm not wishy-washy -- just easy.

Last Weekend

The Baton Rouge Habitat affiliate started three builds this weekend. The first is a community build funded by the ReStore and from our "Fund for Humanity", where the mortgages of existing homeowners are used to pay for new development. The other two are sponsored by Formosa Plastics and are a blitz format -- they will be completed this weekend.

I'll let the Formosa sponsors speak for themselves and recommend you visit their 2 Xtreme Blitz Build Blog to view a daily progress report. In particular, you should read this to learn about my mighty replacement, Stephanie. She is a remarkable individual, and in her brief time here has distinguished herself by her attitude and personality.

Coach Rob Spivery of Southern University brought about twenty of his basketball team and coaches to work with us to build a house for Kim. Because it was the first day of the build, Lynn began the day with words of thanks and a blessing, Joan introduced our gracious homeowner and Mike started organizing the volunteers. Just one day before, several of us on the construction staff worked into the early evening getting this site ready preparing the sill- and top-plate and completing the house layout on the slab. This is one of the rare times I have been able to work with our new AmeriCorps, and I really enjoyed the opportunity. Among our new employees are some truly bright spirits and I will regret not having an opportunity to work with them more. This affiliate is better off because of them.

I worked with Mike and Lynn Saturday at the Community Build. For us, it was like old times working together on my last weekend as an employee -- and I was glad to work with them. They have treated me like family since I've been here, and I will never sufficiently express how much I will miss them.

Hey, Hey. I got my 'A'

Now that the end is near, and I have successfully completed my term here as an AmeriCorps with Habitat for Humanity - a friend gave me a wonderful gift, my very own AmeriCorps/Habitat shirt. I finally have my very own A.

What [I have|have I] been doing

As I mentioned previously, I was to make an entry to let you know to which organizations I have applied. Let's not tell either of my current employers, in the event that I have to lower my head and plead for employment (since James asked that oh so poignant question). Without further ado (cliché of the day), the list:

Doctors Without Borders
Bill and Melinda Gates Foundation
William J. Clinton Foundation
The Carter Center
Save the Children
Grameen Foundation USA
ACCION International
Geekcorps

and two more that I just submitted and don't want to jinx, yet. I think this may just be a partial listing because I think I've applied to a few more organizations than these. These jobs range from IT specialist to a camp coordinator in Darfur, Sudan. I feel confident stating that I am not uniquely qualified for any of them, but they all seemed like something to which I could have adjusted. And, I've only officially gotten rejections from two of them (I seem to recall).

Again, unless you are actually offering me a position, this is the best place to check the online, realtime status of mattfite's non-profit job search.

Three more...

The two Methodist builds and the Women Build kicked off this weekend. I believe that the Women had all of their walls up before the Methodists did, but let's not tell them that. It was a race to finish on Saturday because like most residents of Baton Rouge, our volunteers wanted to be home for the 2:30 kick-off for the LSU/Auburn matchup. The fan loyalty is something we have to plan into the weekends - so we were prepared to knock-off a bit early.

Veni, Vidi, I had my ass handed to me

The Thrivent build started on time, and after two build days, we're still more or less on schedule. Congratulations to the house leader as she's really earning her stripes. That means that this weekend we start three new houses in Hidden Cove.

I say we, but I don't really feel it. It's odd not being a hands-on part of the build, after helping with the previous ones since I arrived. Perhaps that's the reason why I resigned today. September 29 will be my last day at Habitat for Humanity of Greater Baton Rouge.

Oh, I'm certain that some (all three) may be curious 'what's next.' And, if I knew I would tell you. I will continue to seek a job with a non-profit or other organization that is trying to improve the quality of life for someone else, that can provide me with some way of finding something I do well, and using it to help others.

One year ago, I was working with a team of volunteers in Kauai building a dust wall to enclose a 150-house development during its construction. We were rushing to reinforce the wall because there were three tropical storms moving toward us. I was incensed at what I felt was a lack of coherent response at the time to the devastation of hurricane Katrina, and within another week - Hurricane Rita would begin to threaten Texas and Louisiana. One week later I determined that I had started something that I wasn't going to be able to finish anytime soon. I am thankful for that group of friends that I made and the new ones that welcomed me in Baton Rouge. Frankly, I'm grateful for everyone that I've met for this entire year. In one year, I began and ended my time with AmeriCorps, and I have completed the hardest year of my life, and the best year of my life.

I have no idea what the future holds. But I promise that I will spill it here first.

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